When you see a lesbian, what’s the first thing that comes to mind? I personally think “Oh, she’s pretty”. Well, because I’m not a hater and love seeing other lesbians doing good for themselves. They turn out to be pretty awesome individuals. I love lesbians who like to show off their personality. You can find most of those lesbians on youtube. Let me give you all a little back story on how I became a YouTuber and what stopped me.
I was one of those lesbian youtubers who would talk about their life, vlog, read my poetry and so on. (TYPICAL RIGHT?)….I was really into it. I was promoting it in facebook, twitter, instagram, snapchat, and sending it to my family. I gained over 1,000 subscribers. Guess who was my inspiration? (DOMO & CRISSY)… I was constantly on their channel and even made videos about them. I remember one of my subscribers started asking me to do reaction videos to them. (AND SO I DID)….It was fun. My youtube channel name was Gods Poetic Child. I got that name from always being in church and reading the psalms chapter. The psalms chapter is one of my favorite chapters in the Bible. I write poetry so, that’s how I got “Poetic” from. Plus, the psalms chapter is also full of poems. That’s also where I got “Poetic” from. Then I knew I was Gods Child. So, I came up with “Gods Poetic Child”. BOOM!!
At that time, I was also going to open mics and the studio. Let me tell you, I had a blast doing it. I had a bunch of supporters to. Unfortunately, all this stuff stopped. I deleted my youtube channel and went ghost. I got off all my social medias. Let me tell you why.
I started hearing random voices in my head. They were scary. (REALLY SCARY)….I was living on my own by the way. I’m still living on my own. (WHICH IS A GOOD THING)…I called the police because I didnt know what was going on. They took me to the hospital. Turns out, I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder. That was the first time of me being hospitalized. The second time of me being hospitalized, I was diagnosed with Psychosis. The third time I was hospitalized, I was diagnosed with Acute Psychosis. The very last time I was hospitalized, I was diagnosed with schizophrenia. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, I know that’s alot. I wasnt on proper medication the first couple of times. Guess what? Now, I’m on proper medication after the fourth time and now I have to take it for a life time. Yeah, I know it’s sad. I haven’t been hospitalized ever since. That’s my back story.
I was on wordpress before but, I got off that too. Who inspires me now? More lesbian youtubers!!! I’m still a fan/supporter of Crissy more than Domo. I watch crissy and her ner new girlfriend Mila now. I watch other youtubers like Chey & Erica, Jazz & Tae, Crissy Danielle, Mila4k, Amber’s Closet, Jade Fox, Rae & Brie, J Vibz, Royalty’s World, ImJustChas, THEDIAMONDLIFE, Queennay, Soy & Aja, etc…. They inspire me to get back on WordPress/YouTube, with a different mindset. I will get back on YouTube soon. I will get back on YouTube when my blog is where I want it to be. My blog is now all about the LGBTQ+ Community. So, hopefully you keep up with me and see what I have in store for you. Leave a comment and a like below. Tell me your thoughts on this.